Mis-

I’m tired of explaining my self.

My actions continue to be misunderstood, misinterpreted, or misjudged. It’s just way too tiring when you’d have to explain yourself over and over again. It’s thesis defense all over again. I don’t want to prove anything; I just want to live life.

I feel like I am obliged to explain and apologize when deep inside me, I do not know what to apologize for.

You 1: I do not owe you an explanation. It's not like we're friends and all.

You 2: I have always been open with everything. No secrets or hidden agendas.

You 3: I can explain for you but do you listen?

You 4: I can reason out once or twice or even thrice if needed, but more than that, I just feel like a fool.

Do I really owe everyone an explanation?

I just feel tired - tired - tired.

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Aura: dark brown.